Nothing wrong or misplaced about your existence. Just the current (and transient) circumstances/environment, perhaps.
I don't think I would be morbid enough to hang myself like that for someone to find. I know I'd drop into a seizure if I found anyone like that. I'd probably do it neatly with a towel wrapped around my head (not likely as firearms are nearly impossible to get where I am), or in a way so my corpse would be a skeleton by the time it was found. If the former, using the famous line from Kurt Cobain's note. I wish, lol.
My situation has lasted long enough for it to feel more permanent than not at this point, although I know something has to change eventually—for better or worse. The imaginary hug is appreciated nonetheless, though.
I wouldn't actually want to make a spectacle of it, the thought just crossed my mind and I found it amusing in its absurdity. If I cease to be able to find something darkly humorous about the subject that's probably when there's an actual danger of me doing something. ¬_¬
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
I fucking hate allergies... *sniffle*... [BEEP] spring. Summer honestly couldn't come fast enough.
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
Also wasn't an imaginary hug... just a long-distance one
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I've been a huge turd. My Dad has been the best Dad in the world to me, I should be happy to get him a final gift before leaving... I'm definitely going to ask him to pick the model of lawnmower he wants, and me and my brother will split it and get it for him.
Can't wait till friday!!
I guess 60 sit-ups is too many when you haven't done them in years. I feel like somebody's punching bag >.<
Also, holy bananas I am not very tech savvy but apparently if I press enough buttons I get the job done. Not gonna argue with that.
Ah, finally a break from the friggin anxiety
Thank God there are some nice people at my school hehe
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot