^ Hang in there, lasair. And hope u feel better soon, Illusion.
Contemplative.
^ Hang in there, lasair. And hope u feel better soon, Illusion.
Contemplative.
Depressed and bloody anxious
Sick. Can't stop coughing and gagging. And I feel like I need to throw up but I can't.
I have classes tomorrow morning and I work tomorrow afternoon... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
So sleepyyyy... It was horrible to hear my alarm go off at 5am...
Last piece of college work handed up - I am feeling free
life---> <---me
Sore. I guess I tried too many new exercises at once. Instead of feeling like I worked out yesterday, I feel like I injured pretty much every muscle in my body. My calves are especially sore, they cramp up so easily as it is. >.<
Very tired also. Need my vitamins, too lazy to go buy them. I'm never awake early enough and I only want to attempt going to the store if it's not crawling with people. I'm also antsy. How does that even work? Physically my energy is spent, but mentally I'm wide awake. Being low on iron and B12 again is actually sort of nice. I haven't been waking up to heart palpitations in the morning. I walk around in a comforting haze all day. Can't stay off them forever though, that's for sure. I don't know how I've been forcing myself to get out of bed because I could very easily stay there all day.
Confused, exhausted, heartsick.
Sad and depressed.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Lost, hopeless, immobilized, depressed, anxious, lonely, frustrated, angry, afraid.
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
Still feel like [BEEP] today, but less so than last night. I suppose I'll have to be content with that for the moment.
Indeed, and hard to snap out of once you get caught in that kind of thinking. As for your failed attempts, well, for whatever it's worth at least you're apparently trying something—I can't seem to get myself to do much of anything.
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
Relaxed