Sometimes I forget to list the things I'm grateful for and find myself more ranting.... and lately, in the past several months; I've had a lot to be thankful for.
One year ago today; I met my now; life partner He's been with me through the worse and the best. We communicate so well and have never had a legit argument. The bond we share is unbelievably and incredibly special. In August we've planning on getting a modest small starter-home together. There is no one else in the world I'd rather spend my life with... and it's such a humbling feeling that he chose me
It's so very nice to find your other half and know it as soon as that bond develops. It's like that piece of your soul that was missing has finally be found. It also in-time heals all the other parts of the soul that where damaged. There are parts of me when I first met him I was like "this is a hard limit and trigger -- nope; never going to change" and each day, I find that guard less and less visible. Things and triggers that have bothered me for many years... are just fading.
We are both sick today and so we are going to pick something easy to make at home, watch some breaking-bad on netflix, and bond over the sneezes we share today I'd have it no other way. We originally planned on making dinner together, some wine... and spending the night more active... but, we are just as happy, finding one of our comfort-foods, cuddling up, and resting.... as long as we are able to spend the time together . There is no need for fancy shams and etc. His company is all I'll ever need.
We also might make some coffee -- as that is how we started bonding... we sipped/ nursed a cup of coffee; in a 6 hour time span, in a coffee shop. They ended up closing as we where still talking!!
Things do get better.