I don't want to end it but I really wish I could have a break from life.
Like I wish something bad would happen, where I could end up in hospital and take time out. No work. No pressure from family. Don't have to cook for myself or clean or do laundry. Stay in bed and sleep.
I want to feel safe enough to let go of all my responsibilities.
I just hate living right now. I'm sick of holding on, fighting and trying to be strong.
Anyone else feel like this?