So, i'm not sure why, when I'm at work.. my anxiety soars.
I'm up for promotion. I work for a property management company. I'm currently an admin for a property manager. However in Feb, I take the class and state exam to become a certified property manager. which I'm excited about but I'm scared I'm going to fail...
I'm scared I'm not smart enough, or brave enough to do this. My manager seems so confident when she's talking to board members and people and she always sounds so smart. Always knows what she's talking about. I feel like an idiot that's not good enough to do this.
I don't want my anxiety to ruin this for me. I've struggled so long with money and finances... this promotion would offer me more money and put me in a position that I could be comfortable and not struggle any longer. I want this for my daughter and me. I really do. I have to pass this class and test and be successful. I just really feel scared I won't pass... and if I do pass, I'm scared to manage... I've never done so, and what if I ruin it, or lose a property for the company???