I told my parents how I have been suffering from depression my mom like screamed when I told her things that run through my head she said it's my bipolar 1 disorder
I told her I'm stressed and she goes you need to go on anxiety medicine then my step dad started listing all these pills I should take
Which I disagree with taking as I personally think they only take them for other usage
So is stress the same thing as anxiety
I argued it?s not and therefore I do not need pills. I'm already on multiple health related pills thyroid medical issues etc
Then multiple 3 anti psychotics that?s it so why throw me another pill so sick of Docoter's and people thinking pills are a quick fix they mask the issue even more then some people already do your not letting people learn how to cope the right way any of that
A lot of my stress stem from codepency
Probably did not spell that right who cares
I rely on everyone which makes me feel like a burden
I feel I Offer nothing at all to the world or anything I feel like I'm a waste of existence therefore I'm better of not here
No matter how many people try to convince me I'm not a waste or I'll do something one day or anything
I sort of decline the thought I feel life was made for some people and not others
Me particular being one of Those who don't belong
I stress about my sister and her everyday life
My mom brings me extreme stress by staying with my step dad
Would I ever consider ruining there marriage no
But in my honest opinion he?s a narcissist and wants total control of everything he intentionally bothers me enjoys it can't even let me get 5 minutes alone with my mom nothing can be said in privacy rather it's a female issue or not
My friends stress me out due to they are full of drama