so i have four online courses to do over the summer, one of which (math foundations 10) needs to be finished before september. which is literally impossible. but i?ve hardly even started on any of the course because i get so much anxiety just thinking about it, i?m unable to do it. i feel at a loss. my counsellor will just tell me more stuff about mindfulness and cbt and my family will just say stuff about motivation and jesus. i feel so alone, not to even mention how useless and stupid i feel. i?m tired all the time, even though i stay at home all day. i just want to burry myself in a hole and never get out. the funny thing is that i?m on 112mg of effexor, and it?s probably not helping but i don?t want to switch meds again so i lie to my psychiatrist and say it?s going well. i forgot to mention i?m in high school, going into grade 11 in september.
does anyone else experience this?
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