Because I think about what I was doing when the thread and posts were made and I was browsing in the inspiration section and people were talking about how great things were going when that was a bad time in my life, but it could have been a good time but ended up just being bad memories. Now I wish that I had good memories instead of bad ones. Also I wish people would make new threads for me to read so I didn?t have to read old ones and get upset. Sometimes I wonder if human beings are actually viewing my threads or if it?s just bots, I see the view count go up but no replies for some reason.