My neighbors outside my window won't shut up.
My neighbors outside my window won't shut up.
Cotton
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LOL!Teddy
Why do I have trouble sleeping?
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
God,
I'm sorry for what I said.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Thinking about my grandmother that I visited for the last time before I left for Calgary. She's so frail and in pain, but there's nothing we can do about it. She's most likely gonna be in that home for the rest of her life, and I don't think I'll ever visit again seeing as I'm so far away now. She screwed up a huge part of me and my life, but I can't help but feel bad for how she's doing.
I can't stand these feelings I've been experiencing. So much anxiety and guilt... over everything I am doing. If I don't do something, I'll feel bad. If I do do that something, I'll feel bad. I wish I ddn't complain to this person in the texts about stuff.. now I feel like I'm using them as a soundboard when I know that, in reality, that's not the case. After all, I've hardly said anything about what's going on in my world... and I know not saying anything about myself annoys them too. But ugh I dunno...
I always feel like I can't do ANYTHING right. I'm scared of like... everything.
Living irl
Guess I'd probably have more friends if I was more willing to tolerate other peoples bullshit, not something I've ever been good at.
I keep playing over and over in my head the last few days before my girl passed away. It's been a year and a half, and sometimes I still can't believe it happened. God I miss her so much.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
That's sad. Distractions with other people really can help to take your mind off of it, maybe.
Hope you are holding up okay.
Socially inept Koala
I think its finally time I see a therapist. This is WAY overdue.
Happy Sparkles and Coffee
someone special......
My 28 lb cat. He seems to think it's funny to sit half draped on my head while I'm sitting in my office chair. I feel like I'm wearing a fur cap in Siberia.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Thanks, Misssy.
Hope you are holding up okay.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
scrivener is epic!
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
White cotton.
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