How are you feeling?

[IllusionOfHappiness]

Like everyone wants something from me that I can't give them. Mostly school related. There's nothing else left to give, I'm totally and completely spent. I'm giving it my all and it never seems to be good enough. Today was just so fucking terrible in terms of trying to get things done on time. Got me really down about things and wondering how in the hell I'm supposed to keep up in the future. Good thing tomorrow is Friday. Sometimes 4-day weeks seem extra long - I know this one certainly does.

[L]

I have my graduation in over a month, all my family want to come to celebrate. I am starting to get anxious over the day, I hate people making fuss over me, I get so uncomfortable.

[Koalafan]

I have my graduation in over a month, all my family want to come to celebrate. I am starting to get anxious over the day, I hate people making fuss over me, I get so uncomfortable.

I know exactly how you feel!! I hate being the center of the attention and anytime I am I get INCREDIBLY uncomfortable.

[L]

I know exactly how you feel!! I hate being the center of the attention and anytime I am I get INCREDIBLY uncomfortable.

I love having people who can relate to this as most people I see love the fuss. I don't know how to react apart from saying thank you - I am completely over thinking this.

[IllusionOfHappiness]

comfortably numb

[Chantellabella]

I think I feel ok.

Not sure really.

[L]

Last minute invites are more upsetting than no invite at all

[L]

The accident at work yesterday has me really anxious over it happening again

[Skippy]

The accident at work yesterday has me really anxious over it happening again

Well one thing ya can do is use the "Lightning don't strike the same place philosophy" like I mean if soomething bad happens somewhere it makes the likelyhood of such repeating the same way even more extremely unlikely as the 1st time.

Id go right back for a drive thru USA on that philosophy myself....hehehe

[L]

Well one thing ya can do is use the "Lightning don't strike the same place philosophy" like I mean if soomething bad happens somewhere it makes the likelyhood of such repeating the same way even more extremely unlikely as the 1st time.

Well the fact that this is the second time, it happening was partly another nurses fault and I have to go into the same situation again. I have lost respect and trust for that nurse now.

[GunnyHighway]

Fat.

[IllusionOfHappiness]

Just trying to keep the anxiety under control as well as the associated feelings of depression and hopelessness. Right after saying, "ya know, this weekend my body reached a point where it was just done with being anxious and depressed about school." Well that sure lasted a long time.

[Misssy]

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[IllusionOfHappiness]

Frustrated. I'm sick of literally fighting to stay awake day after day after day. I kept forgetting about this silly little assignment all week and it's still not getting done today. I only remembered about it a moment ago, and at this point in my day I only have enough brainpower to sit and stare at a screen. My nerves are shot, my head is aching, I haven't been able to turn my head properly for a week or so now (ongoing trauma from my cinderblock-esque bookbag?), and my day has been full of dizzy spells. No assignments for me, thanks. The best thing I can do for myself today is try to go to bed a bit earlier. I don't remember the last time I got a decent amount of sleep.

[SmileyFace]

I'm okay. Better than yesterday.