I prefer you because even though you make mistakes with me, you at least care. It's better than someone who feels compelled to always do the 'right' thing, but deep down they down give a damn about you more than a civilian in the street.
I prefer you because even though you make mistakes with me, you at least care. It's better than someone who feels compelled to always do the 'right' thing, but deep down they down give a damn about you more than a civilian in the street.
I wish you could hear the cries of my soul.
I would commit suicide using helium and an exit bag. But I stick around so you do not suffer.
http://youtu.be/zSgiXGELjbc
"A still more glorious dawn awaits
Not a sunrise, but a galaxy rise
A morning filled with 400 billion suns
The rising of the milky way"
"The sky calls to us
If we do not destroy ourselves
We will one day venture to the stars" -Carl Sagan
You make my heart smile. Please don't hurt me. (I couldn't take it if you did.)
Sometimes I feel like I don't register as someone of very immediate importance to you. I don't feel like I'm much of a priority. This is why I've been able to justify some of the really shitty things I have done. I won't tell you this because I already come off as needy and insecure.
I still can't stop thinking about how you said you'd want to marry me one day. You drive me crazy. :3 We've gotten to know each other a lot over the past 6 months now. I wish I could meet you. *le sigh*
You keep me from feeling lonely and make life worth living - I will not tell you this as I couldn't put that pressure on you.
life---> <---me
I want to give you a big giant koala hug
Okay, I get it now. You're using stupid excuses not to talk to me anymore. Even when I tell you about my bad days, you still want to do this to me? Really? What's your problem? You're just a waste of time to even talk to anymore. And you act like everything is all fine and dandy when it's clear that the tones in my messages are angry and upset. It makes me not trust you, especially since you implied you'd cheat on me with another girl if you were with me. Good going.
I thought you were going to bed two hours earlier? What happened with that? You're online and you won't talk to me. You didn't come on the past couple of days. And now you're on and it's past your "bedtime". Hmmm, I wonder what that could mean. Oh, I know. You just don't want to talk to me because I've become annoying. I see.
...
Don't you dare fucking tell me that I should get out there and talk to people instead of talking to people online. I'm tired of hearing all this crap about how I should meet people off of the Internet. People on the Internet are real people, too. That's like saying I'm not real and that hurts. That's just fucking stupid. I don't want to hear it. I don't need friends. People suck. It's that simple.
To the first therapist who screwed up my life.
It's bad enough that you screwed up my life. But because of that screw up, it effected my children's lives.
I went to you to get help and you did that to me!!!!???????
I would love to travel where you live now and physically wipe that smile off your face.
You don't deserve happiness. You need to apologize.
And I know you won't. Because the last time I confronted you, you made excuses. It was "what you had to do." Bullshit!
You had to screw up my life? You had to screw up my kid's lives?
I know I can't change the past. But I can be very pissed about it.
Yeah, I'm pissed.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about