Goal Setting

[Misssy]

I am awake early today 6 AM, my plan is to do a little bit of clothes shopping for basic stuff, socks/winter clothes etc. I have so much stuff I need to get done and then sometimes I goof around wasting time, I need to stay focused.

I'm going to catch the first bus away from the house this morning and go do stuff.

Maybe come back at 2-3-4 PMish and do something else

This is neurotic but I am going to unpack and repack my boxes of stuff so at least I have an idea of what is where, maybe separate summer types stuff. Throw a couple of things away.

[kc1895]

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[Misssy]

Lol omg kc

[Misssy]

Goals for today: contact clinic-- I already emailed them

Get my work junk caught up with

Figure out a way to get my own personal stuff done at work.

[Misssy]

Wow KC just think of all the chickens that sacrificed their lives. I just looked at that link LOL

[Misssy]

GOAL: GET OUT OF THE HOUSE.

SHOWERED THAT IS DONE, DRESSED IS DONE. NOW PUTZING AND CLEANING

TURN OFF COMPUTER BYE YA

[Sagan]

My short goal list so far...

1. Get rid of the anxiety, overanalyizing things, and irrational thoughts. Learn to live with the voices and understand that they can't hurt me.
2. Get control of my anger and outbursts, as to not damage property or myself
3. Continue to focus and stay in the present, let the past go, and stop worring about the future
4. be more assertive whener I have the oppertunity instead of being passive.
5. Lose weight by doing excercises so that I'll be better looking and become more confident and physically healthy

[Misssy]

Hi Sagan (waves)

Well I did get out of the house. I bought some brand new work clothes, came home put them into the washing machine and then took them out. Bleach stains all over them from the roommate putting bleach in the machine.

So even more motivated to find better room mates. Keep my fingers crossed. Something has got to come up.

[Misssy]

I need to go to sleep, I am still on the computer at 11 PM looking at Craigslist adverts for rentals. I am so tired of trying to find a decent place to live on a budget with people who have their business together.

[Sagan]

Oh no! damned roomates.

[Koalafan]

1. Learn how to actually connect with people and getting my SA to a bearable level. I'm already the quiet guy at my new jobs and I really don't want my work to turn into high school 2.0 thank you very much.
2. Save up enough money to move out and get my own place.
3. Let's just try to make it through goals 1-2 first

[Misssy]

My goal is to sleep before midnight despite my recent intake of caffeine.

For tomorrow. Maybe apply for jobs.
Maybe sit down and write for a while.
I don't even know what my goals are.

[Misssy]

My First Goal is to wake up. Therefore I am making a cup of tea.

Then my next goal might be to leave this house or not. Okay so here is a list of possible goals:

Get some exercise in.

Journal and write MS/VS

Play around with the functions on my computer that I haven't used before.

Buy some milk and coffee

I could spend the time looking for job postings

I could do research about dentists

I could work on my budget

I could make lists

Basically spend some time becoming organized

[SmileyFace]

For today:

1. Transcribe some interviews I did yesterday
2. Send emails out to set up interviews
3. Burn at least 500 calories at the gym
4. Not go over my caloric goal for today

[Misssy]

What I am actually doing is cleaning out my email junk folder. This is not what I want my Sunday to be like.

I need to have something for breakfast. Just going to start off by putting a few chips into my tummy oh wait I have pumpkin bread!!

I found a banana thank goodness. There are no good espresso stands around here, I really need some.

I will probably spend most of the day surfing the internet. Now I am looking at coffee pots on-line. I just want a normal life and stuff where I need it.

MAYBE I WILL spend the day trying to figure out what I am going to buy myself for Christmas.

Well I am back, I went grocery shopping came back made scrambled eggs and coffee. Well now I have to pace myself with eating because I have been having some kind of problem with my throat but at least I did it. Maybe I should just get a blender and live off of milkshakes.

I didn't do much today, feel bad now. Didn't even get my laundry finished.