My mom never fails to piss me off so badly. Our family friends were planning to throw a graduation party for me. Very sweet of them. But... my mom somehow felt threatened by this (even though she's automatically invited to the grad party anyway), and claimed today that I no longer want to go. Totally false. And now, they don't want to go forth with the party anymore and waste their time in case I absolutely don't come at all. They don't want this crap to go back and forth.
My mom claims she just doesn't want the family friends to deal with cleanups and whatnot. Bullshit. They have parties there all the time. I know she is just being fuckin' selfish and doesn't want me to experience something nice. I invited a friend to the graduation ceremony. My mom is hoping the girl doesn't come. She keeps asking me why I don't care about her when it comes to me graduating.
What? You're invited to the ceremony. WHAT THE [BEEP] IS THE FUCKIN PROBLEM?
If you don't like how I'm doing things, then don't fuckin come to my ceremony then. I'd rather she not go at all. I don't want her to be a part of anything in my life... or my life now. I know that sounds so sad, but fuck, man. I cannot deal with this [BEEP] anymore. It's time I make my own decisions... let me have a little fun. I hardly have any nice things, so why can't I experience such a thing once in a while?
She even had the nerve to say "Well, you can't always have nice things. I didn't have any nice things when I was your age."
[BEEP] you, bitch. If only she understood how much anxiety and stress I deal with on a daily basis... I think for someone like that, they deserve a little party, you know? Plus, nobody's ever thrown me a party before.