Yes, anything IS bothering me right now.
Yes, anything IS bothering me right now.
Habitual Failure
I thought I had a victory because I resisted the temptation to drink and take benzos in order to treat my panic attacks I've been having more of lately, but today I woke up with another one and I took phenibut to try to even myself out for the day. It's not alcohol or benzos, but it is a drug and I wanted to stop those because I ALWAYS end up abusing them. Now I'm frustrated and angry with myself which isn't helpful and I'm angry about being angry. I can never control this, it completely owns me.
Habitual Failure
Heh, thanks for posting this! I feel the same way, anything and EVERYTHING is bothering me right now!!orb
Thanks hun x
life---><---me
That I haven't gotten my tax return yet. What gives? Other people have gotten theirs already.
My dog is afraid of me when I cook. When Tim cooks, Roxie is all up in the kitchen begging. When I cook, she hides. I don't feed her scraps as much, but that shouldn't make her want to hide in the bathroom! I don't think I've ever even yelled at her in the kitchen. I don't like her being afraid of me.
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
Habitual Failure
Hm, maybe she's just trying to manipulate you into giving her more scraps, dogs can be pretty clever
Haha yes, she can be pretty manipulative. She's a total suck-up when she wants something.Hm, maybe she's just trying to manipulate you into giving her more scraps, dogs can be pretty clever
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
Socially inept Koala
High amount of anxiety and paranoia tonight...
Just came home minutes ago and my mom was already annoying as [BEEP] the moment I walked into the apartment. Asked me a million questions about all sorts of junk. Kept asking me if I want to eat this or that so she could prepare it for me. I don't like it when she offers to do stuff for me because then she just guilt trips me in the end anyway.
She was trying to talk about all sorts of junk that she knew would annoy me (she was baiting me over some things). I didn't really respond much, so she just got all upset, saying me and my brother are always too tired or busy to talk to her.
Well, there's no point in talking to her. The only time she wants to talk us is if she wants something from us (i.e., $$ and material things; worshiping her), and to [BEEP] at us for the dumbest shit.
My brother and I have been trying to find all sorts of things to do to keep us productive and proactive in life, and this bothers the [BEEP] out of her. She's always complaining that "we don't care about family anymore" and that "family doesn't even exist to us anymore."
What family? Family (and loved ones in general, really) don't guilt trip one another, wanting each other to fail at whatever goals they have so they could "give up" and please so-and-so.
Absolutely pathetic.
I came back from a good day out in the LA area as well... so please just keep your mouth shut and let me live my life in peace while still having to deal with you. *sigh*
Socially inept Koala
Nothing like a night full of no sleep, constant nightmares, and high paranoia
I'm so upset. I called back home and my tax return didn't arrive by mail, and it wasn't deposited into my bank account. The fucking CRA is asking for a figure from my 2012 tax return in order to register me online to view where it could have gone.
killer of conversations
Nothing like a night full of no sleep, constant nightmares, and high paranoia
Come over here for a boppa! Then maybe you can get some sleep.
Socially inept Koala
Haha! Maybe a good boppa is exactly what I need to get some good rest
Come over here for a boppa! Then maybe you can get some sleep.
I have that depressed feeling in the pit of my stomach that I can't handle too well
life--->
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