I am tired, have a lot to do so little sleep time - boyfriend is really anxious over work things and I feel bad as we are going away tomorrow and I want to relax and not have him anxious.
I am tired, have a lot to do so little sleep time - boyfriend is really anxious over work things and I feel bad as we are going away tomorrow and I want to relax and not have him anxious.
life---> <---me
Wish my boyfriend was here with me. He is in physical form but [BEEP] me will me look up from his phone am I that boring of a person
life---> <---me
Doctor said that the huge lump in my left breast that's been there for months now could be cancerous. Gotta have an ultrasound & biopsy done.
Got a colonoscopy next week. I'm fucking terrified. Got a pre-op tomorrow.
Edit - Also my boyfriend is having jealousy issues over the guy who is sticking a camera up my back passage. I'm not in the mood for that shit. I told him I wasnt going to rearrange the appointment just so I could get a female doctor and delay this thing (not that I'm eager for this, but my stomach does hurt.) He can fucking deal it. I'm the one that has to deal with...whatever this is.
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
WTF was my reaction as well. It's insane. Not that I'm particularly eager about this thing, but still.
I'm the one whos having to go into work feeling shitty a lot of the time right now or sitting in a lecture at uni with really bad cramps. I need this procedure done.
He needs to get over this. It's a medical procedure. Sod "I don't feel comfortable". Dude, I have felt "uncomfortable" and been in pain for the last year!
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I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
It is insane. He is being completely selfish and not even thinking about the pain you are going through. I don't even understand his thought process, it is a medical procedure, there is nothing sexual or romantic about it, does he really think you are going to fall in-love with the doctor who does the colonoscopy? It's silly. He should be supportive like a real boyfriend would, giving you a lot of cuddles, helping you deal with the pain, helping you through process, and being there with you when they do the colonoscopy, giving you a kiss and cuddle before and after. I think you should give him a kick up the [BEEP]!
SAS is messed up. Can not log in.
They was hacked, and passwords was stolen.
Banned from eating anything tomorrow cos of this colonoscopy Thursday. Until they thing is done Thursday morning.
Oh this will be fun. Not.
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I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......