Anything bothering you right now?

[1]

Feel so useless,and depressed..

[L]

Feel so useless,and depressed..

Im sorru you are feeling this way xxx

[L]

Decided I need to go back to counselling, doing it online so this time I might be able to open up for real. I'm so anxious about it.

[Chantellabella]

Back pain and fatigue. You know................old people ailments.

Finally went to a chiropractor and he was shocked what I do all day and night. He was like, "Well, I see why you strained all your muscles. Can you slow down a bit?"

Never!

[1]

Being woken up over loud noises

[L]

Starting counselling tomorrow for the third time...I really hope this time I can open up....sigh

[Antidote]

My skin.

[GunnyHighway]

It's been a while since I've been around but I've got nowhere else to vent.

I make a pittance of a living here in Calgary in relation to cost of living. I can barely afford rent and necessities while attempting to put money away for later. My extra money from usually just goes towards fixing my car, bike, phone, etc. Due to such I have applied for different jobs, even one in Yellowknife that I thought I was an absolute shoe-in for, as I don't think I can do this any longer. I got news yesterday that they hired someone else for that Yellowknife job and I have just been an absolute depressed mess since. I have been in a shitty place mentally for at least 9 months now, leading to putting back on 30 of the 70 pounds I lost just a few years back. I eat when I'm sad, I'm sad because I can't make friends or do what I want to, and now I'm fat again from eating my sorrows away. I am so close to throwing the towel in. Existing just to exist is hell and I don't think I'm fit for this world anymore.

[Member11]

It's been a while since I've been around but I've got nowhere else to vent.

I make a pittance of a living here in Calgary in relation to cost of living. I can barely afford rent and necessities while attempting to put money away for later. My extra money from usually just goes towards fixing my car, bike, phone, etc. Due to such I have applied for different jobs, even one in Yellowknife that I thought I was an absolute shoe-in for, as I don't think I can do this any longer. I got news yesterday that they hired someone else for that Yellowknife job and I have just been an absolute depressed mess since. I have been in a shitty place mentally for at least 9 months now, leading to putting back on 30 of the 70 pounds I lost just a few years back. I eat when I'm sad, I'm sad because I can't make friends or do what I want to, and now I'm fat again from eating my sorrows away. I am so close to throwing the towel in. Existing just to exist is hell and I don't think I'm fit for this world anymore.

Don't think like that You will find another job

[UndercoverAngel]

It's been a while since I've been around but I've got nowhere else to vent.

I make a pittance of a living here in Calgary in relation to cost of living. I can barely afford rent and necessities while attempting to put money away for later. My extra money from usually just goes towards fixing my car, bike, phone, etc. Due to such I have applied for different jobs, even one in Yellowknife that I thought I was an absolute shoe-in for, as I don't think I can do this any longer. I got news yesterday that they hired someone else for that Yellowknife job and I have just been an absolute depressed mess since. I have been in a shitty place mentally for at least 9 months now, leading to putting back on 30 of the 70 pounds I lost just a few years back. I eat when I'm sad, I'm sad because I can't make friends or do what I want to, and now I'm fat again from eating my sorrows away. I am so close to throwing the towel in. Existing just to exist is hell and I don't think I'm fit for this world anymore.

I am sorry you are feeling this way. You not getting the job means that there is a better one waiting for you. Don't give up, you will find it.
So, you put some weight back on. It is okay. Remember how you lost it last time. It is never to late to start doing it again.
As far as money goes, you are not alone. Not to many people are able to save. You are willing to work and do what you have to do for yourself, and that you should be proud of. One day at a time.

[Antidote]

Allergic reaction all over my face because I've been using new products on it lately. The allergy could be due to any one of about 5 different things. So fckign itchy, red and uncomfortable. This is horrible.

[UndercoverAngel]

Yeah, trying to find an online support group, that is actually what it says, Active, welcoming, non judgmental etc..

I see many users that will read posts, but not answer. I understand that sometimes you do not know what to say, or do not have an answer. But, c mon, so many views, and 3 answers???? Also, when someone takes the time to answer or respond, say THANK YOU.

[Otherside]

Yeah, trying to find an online support group, that is actually what it says, Active, welcoming, non judgmental etc..

I see many users that will read posts, but not answer. I understand that sometimes you do not know what to say, or do not have an answer. But, c mon, so many views, and 3 answers???? Also, when someone takes the time to answer or respond, say THANK YOU.

Is this relating to here? Please remember that this is an anxiety forum, and there will be many users that will view a post, and simply be too anxious to reply/post. Not everyone has the confidence to do so.

Also, I do believe that the view counter counts views by "Guest" users, although I may be wrong.

[UndercoverAngel]

I just joined yesterday, so I do not know how this site is going to go yet. The Thread says "Anything bothering you right now?" So, I posted what I have been going through. I should of been more specific, I apologize.

[L]

It's to hot...this is Ireland not Spain...I want the irish weather back now thank you.....I have work tomorrow, I might die...the hospital doesn't have air con.