Anything bothering you right now?

[Otherside]

OK, wait.
Don't take a taxi.
Are you afraid of being late or getting lost?

The lateness.

I pretty bad travel anxiety. I struggle to make unfamiliar journeys without having panic attacks. Gone for a course of therapy for it a few times.

[JamieWAgain]

I wonder why you are afraid of being late to the point it gives you anxiety? That's so interesting and mysterious.
I would want to know why ...
Do you remember when it started?

[1]

An increase in body temperature makes me feel itchy all over sometimes.

[Otherside]

I wonder why you are afraid of being late to the point it gives you anxiety? That's so interesting and mysterious.
I would want to know why ...
Do you remember when it started?

About when I was sixteen or so. Started turning up to buses unreasonably early (about forty five minutes or so). Before then I'd never really been responsible for getting anywhere on my own,it has pretty much all been done by my parents. I pretty much got lifts everywhere. Suppose the shelteredness of that didn't help things.

Got so bad that I went for therapy (CBT) to treat it when I was 20 or so. It helped quite a bit. I don't turn up to places stupidly early anymore to avoid the anxiety. Just ten/five minutes or so. I still panic though. Quite a bit. :/

Also I did get the bus and train okay. I'm sat on the train at the moment.

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[JamieWAgain]

I'm glad you have it under control. I have a fear of getting lost so if I'm driving somewhere unknown I do leave earlier then usual. I can relate and cheers to you!

[Koalafan]

Cancelled my interview yesterday due to too much anxiety feel like such a fucking loser for doing that.

[1]

Stupid leg pain

[L]

Being a woman = putting up with SO much shit

[FireIsTheCleanser]

Well it seems like a downside of getting close to someone and caring for them is that when they hurt you, it hurts a lot

[Otherside]

Woke up and my throat feels as though it has expanded to about ten times it normal size. Owwww.

[HoldTheSea]

I love how it's so convenient for people to bother me at odd hours when they want to talk, but when I want to talk to someone it's radio silence.

[HoldTheSea]

Well it seems like a downside of getting close to someone and caring for them is that when they hurt you, it hurts a lot

That's why I don't let people get too close. You have to keep people at a surface level or else they'll destroy you.

[HoldTheSea]

people are fake these days or maybe its my personality people hate, I try hard to be normal but its impossible.

It's not you that's the problem People are fake, people don't really care about each other and they're just out to use and manipulate.
I try to be normal too and it's impossible for me as well, people don't want to be friends with me because they think they have to help me and that's a burden to them. Basically everyone's an asshole these days, people who make genuinely good friends are hard to come by. Most friendships end up being one-sided because the other person doesn't want to pull their own weight.

[Otherside]

Right side of my face now in pain, radiating from my right cheek. Yup. That damn tooth is infected again. Oh how bloody wonderful.

I made a dental appointment for Friday because I can't do the next two days, but I beginning to regret that. Should have taken that appointment that offered me tomorrow morning.

[Antidote]

Woke up and my throat feels as though it has expanded to about ten times it normal size. Owwww.

That sort of happened to me this morning. Woke up with a lump in my throat. Kind of annoying to swallow.