go away headache!
go away headache!
Paranoia is strong tonight
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
So so tired. But need to go do stuff and things. Urgh. Need to buy some new runners but I don't want to deal with that woman from last time, because she held something until the end of the day, and I was a no show (couldn't be bothered returning to buy that particular pair that I was iffy about anyway). Pretty sure she's a manager so I'm sure I'll run into her again feeling sheepish.
Also idk wtf is up with my period. It looked like it started last night but today so far it's a no show.
So question number one of why on earth am I paranoid right now - Why the hell do I care?
I don't know these people. I don't know they're names. I've barely ever met them. I'm seeking assurances from strangers who barely know me and it's baffling to understand why this is bothering me in the first place.
Question number two of course is the whole what evidence that what I'm panicking about is true - and there's very little. Not evidence that isn't tainted by an anxious mind constantly going "what if".
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
Awful depression today >_<
Health anxiety stuff:
Got period after all but wonder what the spotting was about.
Also I have a pimple behind my ear since November last year, and it's stressing me out because I feel like it's gotten bigger? I'm waiting for my skin check but that's months away I think.
I want to make a complaint about a service I received yesterday,I'm really anxious about it but I would rather do it than not as I care for the person who runs the service and would want the people working for her to be of the best.....
life---> <---me