Anything bothering you right now?

[L]

I did something I shouldn't have done

[Otherside]

I hope you are feeling okay, sending hugs xx

Thank you. Hugs.

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[Lunaire]

I did something I shouldn't have done

What was it?

[L]

What was it?

I hurt myself

[Lunaire]

I hurt myself

I'm sorry. I hope you're doing better now.

[fetisha]

I feel weird..

[InvisibleGuy]

I hurt myself

I'm sorry L. I went through a period of time (not too terribly long ago, really) when I would SH a lot. I have a lot of scars. I (mostly) don't do it anymore. I hope you feel better.

[Otherside]

I hurt myself

I'm sorry you're not doing so well at the moment. If you ever want to talk, feel free to PM.

[Skippy]

Uhh...feel crappy and rather bored and bit lonely right now. Eh, well...

[L]

I'm sorry. I hope you're doing better now.

@L Big hugs Please message me anytime.

I'm sorry L. I went through a period of time (not too terribly long ago, really) when I would SH a lot. I have a lot of scars. I (mostly) don't do it anymore. I hope you feel better.

I'm sorry you're not doing so well at the moment. If you ever want to talk, feel free to PM.

Thanks guys - I am just going through a really hard time at the moment. I am going to try really hard to talk to my boyfriend this weekend. I am afraid of upsetting him.

[Cuchculan]

He is your boyfriend. I am sure he will only want to help you. I think we think we burden others with our problems. When we don't really. I am sure he will want to try and understand the ' why ' and then only want to try and help you as best he can. Used to the same [BEEP] to myself for years. Nobody knows about it at all. It was always my big secret.

[InvisibleGuy]

Tired. Missing someone very, very much right now. I'm with my kids at my parents' house for the weekend. And I finally have a little alone time. I'm just so, so exhausted though, but too overtired to sleep yet. I'm sore and sunburned but today was a really good day with my kids....I'm just worried about how I'll feel tomorrow, and sort of waiting for the other shoe to drop, especially when I'm alone again. Sometimes I just don't do well alone. I have way too much going on in my head, esp lately.

[1]

Procrastination

[Otherside]

Broke up with my partner yesterday. Three years and he's fucked it up.

He just levelled a load of accusations at me that have no basis in reality and then refused to talk to me. I told him yesterday that I had accepted a place on a computing course next year in Wales, that'd I'd started looking for housing. It's like every single fucking time something good happens in my life something always blows up. I don't even think he's doing this deliberately, but it's there. And I know for a fact that he struggles with the fact that me (bipolar/panic attacks and "worse" in his head) can cope with a uni course, and is managing to move away to get a higher level degree and he (OCD/depression, and "not as bad") is unable to do so. (and for the record, I do not think bipolar is worse than OCD/depression.)

I don't know why he couldn't just apologise. I don't know why if there was a problem, he couldn't discuss it like an adult to someone who's been with him for almost three years now (we would have been in two weeks or so) instead of playing the avoidance game.

He's said to me he has problems apologising because he doesn't want to appear "weak". But to who the fucking whom? 😥

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[Lunaire]

Broke up with my partner yesterday. Three years and he's fucked it up.

He just levelled a load of accusations at me that have no basis in reality and then refused to talk to me. I told him yesterday that I had accepted a place on a computing course next year in Wales, that'd I'd started looking for housing. It's like every single fucking time something good happens in my life something always blows up. I don't even think he's doing this deliberately, but it's there. And I know for a fact that he struggles with the fact that me (bipolar/panic attacks and "worse" in his head) can cope with a uni course, and is managing to move away to get a higher level degree and he (OCD/depression, and "not as bad") is unable to do so. (and for the record, I do not think bipolar is worse than OCD/depression.)

I don't know why he couldn't just apologise. I don't know why if there was a problem, he couldn't discuss it like an adult to someone who's been with him for almost three years now (we would have been in two weeks or so) instead of playing the avoidance game.

He's said to me he has problems apologising because he doesn't want to appear "weak". But to who the fucking whom? 😥

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Congratulations on getting accepted! I'm sorry to hear that things turned sour with your partner though.

I hope that you are able to sort things out with him.