I'm so, so tired. I mean....the kind of tired that leaves your soul just empty almost. I don't have much more to give.
I guess in a way its a good kind of exhaustion.
If I went back to the beginning of this week, and could change anything, any of my decisions I would not.
I saw my new psychiatrist. That is just a huge, huge deal for me. For someone with very serious trust issues, going to that first visit is a big deal. We covered a lot of ground,a whole lot for a first visit.
I can't put it into words but I think I trust him. It's just a feeling I have, a vibe.