I?m remembering back to when I was in a social situation with a group of friends talking and having fun. They weren?t my friends but I vaguely knew someone in the group and I happened to be around at the time. It felt so oppressive and loud, I was afraid that the attention would come on me and I wouldn?t be able to continue the atmosphere or tone of the conversation and that people would think I?m boring. I just didn?t fit in at all. I fit in with a quiet discussion at a library, not a group of friends loudly laughing and talking about random things.