If you're lost, you can always be found.
If you're lost, you can always be found.
I'm tired of posting on here. I feel like someone from my past will find me on here and screenshot everything I post and laugh about it to others. I wish people would stop paying so much attention to me and I can tell I'm being stalked but no one believes me.
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I don?t like being around or interacting with other people, this is my personality. I am a jerk - I don?t mean to be, but whenever I speak up I say something rude. It?s just the way that I am. Don?t bother me.
I really can't stand being responded to with the thumbs up emoji. It is so dismissive and patronizing, almost as bad as a "k".
My cat started acting up at around 9 p.m. last night - meowing, knocking things off the table, etc. He didn't settle down until I went to bed and he was able to curl up on my legs.
I actually wanted to stay up a bit later, but I let my cat dictate my bedtime.
It is the light she longs to find,
When she delights in learning more.
Her world is learning; it defines
The destiny she?s reaching for
- Marie Curie
Being single sucks
Now I have to either stick a needle in my cat once a week and inject him with fluid or stick him in a bag once a week and go to the vet so they can do it. There are just no good options here.
It is the light she longs to find,
When she delights in learning more.
Her world is learning; it defines
The destiny she?s reaching for
- Marie Curie
I still have my ex on one of my bank accounts, and my estranged mother on the bulk of my other ones - I added her a long time ago so she could access my money in case she needed it. Now I want to kick the both of them off but can't without them present to authorize the removal. Mother fcker, how inconvenient.
Life is a mother f-er when you spend 5 days a week feeling abject misery and desperately wanting the day to be over. Most of your life is just siphoned away into the abyss.
It is the light she longs to find,
When she delights in learning more.
Her world is learning; it defines
The destiny she?s reaching for
- Marie Curie
Been packing all day. So many little things to think about and arrange! I hate it. The past days I was more stressed about the trip than actually being back in the place where I broke down. If I take a step back, that's actually a remarkable shift that has taken place. A very positive one. My shrink thought I had done a lot of imaginary exposure. He's right. Although it happened as a side effect of this plan to go back after nearly four years. If this is going to work out as I hope it will, I want to expand it to the social arena.
The best book I read about trauma since '97 is Pete Walker's Complex PTSD: From Surviving To Thriving
@Otherside
Thank you! Yes Portugal it is. I'm surprised you remembered!
The best book I read about trauma since '97 is Pete Walker's Complex PTSD: From Surviving To Thriving
@TuanJie What date do you head off?