Worried / anxious. My psychiatrist changed up my meds. I've got the new scripts but I'm afraid to take them...worried that it's not what I need. I hate playing russian roulette with my sanity. I know I'm going to have to take them sooner or later.
Worried / anxious. My psychiatrist changed up my meds. I've got the new scripts but I'm afraid to take them...worried that it's not what I need. I hate playing russian roulette with my sanity. I know I'm going to have to take them sooner or later.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
paranoid...I wish I was more in control of my actions. I keep fucking up, but my life really isn't that bad...
I'm trying to be happy with what I got, rather than depressed with what I don't have
I don't get a signature.
Very tired
"I am the Wanderer
I've seen many a shore
But the road I long the most to go
Is closed for evermore"
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Bouts of anger, which is both unusual and unsettling. I hate being that way. I never used to be this negative.
More positive than I have recently.
Woke up this morning, and once again, I'm going down. Again. =(
I hate the internet. I wish I never would have trusted that other social anxiety website. All that site seems to consist of are a bunch of people straight out of private school and college who have never had any significant life experience passing judgment from their ivory towers
I don't get a signature.
Motivated yet tired at the same time.
So far today, I am really energetic. I attribute this largely to multivitamins, which I've been remembering to take lately. I lightly researched some natural anxiety remedies last night and am looking forward so possibly ordering one online, or finding out if the Health Basket carries any of them.
So, so happy! Why! I don't know!
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Restless, I'm not gonna be able to sleep, I can tell. My mind is racing in a million different directions. I've been thinking a lot about my baby, lately, too. Maybe if I can't sleep I'll try to write to her. Someone suggested I try that to help with the grieving process. Haven't done that in a very long time. It just can be soooo emotionally exhausting.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
Pretty good!!
Overwhelmed, sad, and tired