Slipping in and out of depressive, negative thinking. Having a hard time staying positive about anything right now, everything just seems a bit hopeless.
Slipping in and out of depressive, negative thinking. Having a hard time staying positive about anything right now, everything just seems a bit hopeless.
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
Like my life is changing.....it is a little scary!
life---> <---me
I feel hopeless. Very lost. And very alone. I miss my baby....I don't understand why god took her away.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
I feel sad. While cleaning today, I found some of Boudreaux's fur. He was so soft.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Eh
Pretty awesome.
Alone and adrift on a sea of pointlessness and disappointment
I feel sad.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
I feel like I am waking up because that is what just happened a while ago. I got out of my bed which is a futon on the floor.
Contemplating going to get a cup of coffee since I don't have a coffee maker I have just been making instant coffee.
Had a weird dream that I was suppose to catch a plane flight that cost 900.00 and I missed the flight. Now I have not been on a plane flight for a long time. Nor have I had a dream in many months that I can remember.
It's Sunday morning, I work on Saturdays. I don't get two consecutive days off of work.
The neighbor downstairs wakes up on Sunday morning and starts practicing flute or Obo I think with an amplifier. SoA I am contemplating dumping some garbage on their porch or a cartoon of eggs just as a gesture of FERK YOU for being so rude as to play loud music in an apartment complex before 9 AM on a Sunday. Just means I will have to try to take a nap later or something. All week I look forward to having a day where I can sleep in but I cant.
Tired yet restless.
Still sad.
I'm grieving so many things right now and it all hurts.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about