Hopeless, about pretty much everything.
Hopeless, about pretty much everything.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
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Anxious about Christmas. So ready for it to be over.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
I think that the brownies in the freezer are a bit more than just brownies...and I ate one without asking my roommate because he's been gone all day. Shit, I'm feeling weird.
An edit to add on to that, I think I just got a bit paranoid. I just think I got lightheaded and dizzy randomly.
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Really anxious. I give up...I'm just not going to enjoy Christmas this year, not in any way, shape or form. I've tried, but all I'm capable of feeling is anxious and depressed. I cannot wait until it's over.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
Miserable. Someone in my life makes me feel like I am the bully because I can't open up the way they want me to. I don't think they even know what they want. I sometimes wish I could just run away because I know our relationship is toxic, yet running away would hurt someone I love even more.
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Lazy. But a good, relaxing kind of lazy.
Ugh, I don't know why I bothered to reactivate my OkCupid account. Someone in my position has a such a miniscule chance at attracting anyone that it's kind of pointless. So depressing to feel like you're just going to end up dying miserable and alone (oh boy, desperation—that just makes me even more attractive!). :/
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
Just plain old tired of my crappy existence.
Filling the void.
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Lonely, depressed. I'm going to spend the rest of my miserable existence missing her. And wishing that I could go back.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
Sad.
Now that I'm coming down from a major bitchzilla mood, I'm regretting everything I said up until like an hour ago. Oops. Sorry...everyone.