Cold & wishing I didn't carry so much of my anxiety in my stomach. Wishing I had a coping skill. Any coping skill at all.
Cold & wishing I didn't carry so much of my anxiety in my stomach. Wishing I had a coping skill. Any coping skill at all.
Alright so far.
Lazy and tired
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
The photoshoot is for a magazine I wrote for. It's my alma mater's magazine. I wrote about the abusive relationship I was in, and also briefly talked about the abuse I suffered from my parents. They just wanted to do head shots for the magazine. The publication will be out in May. The hard copy will be available on campus, but it'll be online as well... so I'll for sure link it on here for you guys to read if you'd like. Of course, I'll warn you guys ahead of time -- it's a rather depressing piece and may trigger some things. Thought I throw that out there. It definitely triggered me a lot where I went into depression for a bit and started experiencing flashbacks.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Calmer than I should be, sort of contemplative.
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
Thank you, peeps And yes, it really was. I never had flashbacks and stuff before until I wrote that personal essay. The week I worked on it before turning in the final draft or whatever was just awful. I was crying so much, but at the same time.. it felt good to recall everything that happened to help myself come to terms with what had happened. I never did so (I basically shoved it under the rug after I dumped the guy), so I never quite healed properly.
And the photo shoot went well
Nervous, it's my first day of placement with adult learning difficulties. Hopefully all going well today I'll enjoy myself
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Not super thrilled about my doctor's appointment today. I doubt I'm going to get any bad news this time, it's just to check up on me and make sure recovery is going well. I just want to hurry up and get back to being 100% so I can get on with my life. I also really, really don't like physical exams. They make me uncomfortable
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
Good ol' fashioned angry.
Super paranoid.
I dunno. Pensive I guess.