“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
Disgusted with myself
This is getting far to real - printing off applications for jobs - needs to get this stuff sorted - scary scary scary....I don't want to be part of the real world yet....
life---> <---me
Feeling a bit more emotionally stable today.
I'm not well
I got very drunk today (I'm sober now, I'm pretty sure), was dehydrated, got overheated, and didn't eat anything at all except a very small dinner because I felt nauseous. I'm doing a little better but I still feel kinda... icky. My boyfriend put me to bed and opened a window for me and has been making sure I drink lots of water, but I feel nasty. Tomorrow I might just sleep all day.
Having my blood pressure go out of control from watching that mess of a Bruins game didn't help...
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
Exhausted from internship, long drive, and the heat. I don't mind the long drive, but the heat just makes things so crappy.
I feel like if I can handle this hospital rotation I can do anything
life---> <---me
Sick. Came down with the flu and called in sick this morning. At least I'll get to spend the day with my girlfriend at home... I just hope she won't end up getting sick too
Really sad
And I don't have any idea why. I just feel sad and hopeless and I'm upset with myself.
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
I feel that without the self-medication, my rage is beginning to be directed outwardly.
Groggy. My sleeping's been weird, and it's 5 PM and I'm still not dressed. Time to stumble out to the grocery store before they all close.