Like useless, worthless garbage that shouldn't exist. I can't seem to do anything useful and I'm just a burden on everyone, I don't know why I'm still alive and I wish my mother had never had me. I don't think she should have had any children, as both of us turned out to be pretty broken in our own ways. Feeling really depressed and I haven't had much interest in doing anything I normally do—games, participating in online communities, whatever...I don't feel like I have the energy to bother with any of it and I'm just feeling exhausted.