Got a letter telling me I am short listed for an interview in two months in a private hospital - there are problems attached to this job
Got a letter telling me I am short listed for an interview in two months in a private hospital - there are problems attached to this job
life---> <---me
I've been having more panic attacks lately and I'd normally start drinking and taking benzos to stop them; today I resisted the temptation and distracted myself with other things. Haven't had a drink or taken any pills since May 12th.
I had a good day today. It turns out that the friends I thought were ignoring me, were not ignoring me. Other stuff was going on and I misunderstood.
Totally understandable. They probably thought I hated them too. I know what it's like to have a lot going on...
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
Left the house for a few hours after finishing my internship today. Did some errands and relaxed. Really needed to get out of the house.
Made vegetarian BLTs for dinner. So grood! And healthy.
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
-Worked out
-Got out of the house for three hours or so
-Made pasta salad again for our BBQ tomorrow
-Made a two layer chocolate cake with buttercream icing for my aunt's birthday
-Ate a salad...which will not cancel out all the buttercream icing I ate, but still.
-Read my makeup bottle and learned that it's not just hardening to my face because it's old or something (these things should have expiry dates, I ran outta my usual stuff and have no idea whatsoever how long I've had the other stuff for). It's actually for oil control. And it works. And it's like seven dollars. I am FLOORED that it works for me at all. I have an extremely hard time trying to deal with my oily face. I'll likely be buying that for the time being. Obviously not the highest quality product around, but I'll buy the fancy $50 bottles when I have that kind of money to shell out.
I bought a lot of food and ate most of it.
Had a great time with the bf today at the beach. Glad things were actually ok all along. I'm also glad I talked about myself more too (I'm sometimes terrified of doing this still )
My laundry came out almost completely dry from the dryer at the laundromat this time.
I did my washing and changed my bed sheets
life---> <---me
I quit my job!!! I had to leave. It was taking too much out of me.
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I have a new job now, I am going to be handling dogs (in dog shows, like the ones you see on TV) professionally now. I had my first show this weekend, that's why I wasn't on here. I handled dogs when I was younger and just got a job offer on Friday to show dogs again- it really pays to have connections with professional handlers!!
The Border collie I handled today took Best of Opposite Sex, btw (dog show Nerdspeak- a male dog won the breed so she was runner-up, best female).
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot