It wasn't today - but I text my friend to met up for breakfast. I am always afraid of bothering people or being rejected but we are meeting up in a few hours
It wasn't today - but I text my friend to met up for breakfast. I am always afraid of bothering people or being rejected but we are meeting up in a few hours
life---> <---me
I sold three displays at work today, and they were brand new stores. Went in, introduced myself, gave them my business card, and sold a display, three times. I wish it was always this easy. I made almost $50 in tax-free bonuses, just today. Yay me I need to learn how to do this every day.
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
I got a gift bag of samples together for my neighbor It was probably $30 - $40 worth of stuff. It's just gathering dust in my closet anyway. She was really appreciative. We talked for a few minutes. She asked what I was doing tomorrow night, I said I was with my kids, she invited me over Sunday night for dinner It's not like a date....she's having a lot of people over. But it was really nice of her to give me an invite. Idk if I'm gonna go. Honestly....probably not. But it was nice of her.
She really is a sweetheart. She is the nicest woman, seriously. I just. Idk. I'm just not attracted to her. Goddammit. Just my fucking luck.
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
I was nervous about work but the day went really well
life---> <---me
I went to an Astros / RedSox game with my kids tonight. It was a lot of fun
I handled my anxiety really well tonight. They redid centerfield in MinuteMaid Park. There's a lot of places near the centerfield wall to stand and watch the game, and my son and I picked a spot right by the wall....the way it's set up, you're seriously standing in front of thousands of people, watching the game. I was a little anxious but I got over it pretty quickly. The jumbotron was behind us, so we weren't paying attention to it but my girls said we were on the jumbotron at one point tonight, and it was me and my son, very close up lol. It's probably about the tenth or fifteenth time I've been on it, I've seriously lost count. It's something that always gives me a lot of anxiety every time it happens. But it's something I never, ever could've done a few years ago. I'm mostly managing my anxiety....in ways I never thought I could not that long ago.
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
I am getting a lot of crochet done today
life---> <---me
Thank you The anxiety is still very real and very much there, but I think sometimes I'm getting better at dealing with it, in some ways. I have good days and bad *shrug* and I still can't figure that out. It still comes out of nowhere and blindsides me sometimes. But it's nice to win sometimes, occasionally lol.
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
Went out on an early morning cycle this morning. Out for close on two hours. Along a coast road and up into a big park were I could relax for a while. Is a place I love to cycle to. With the weather been as good as it is, may as well get out there now. The rain will be back with us by the end of the week. Will add a picture of were I cycle to just sit and relax. Listen to the birds and the water.
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The Lovable Irish Rogue
My daughter is clean and she's eating or how should i say this...she's working hard on her eating disorder, i love my new job but it is very stressful (hopefully that will ease a bit) my other daughter seems happy...
What more could i possibly ask for.
PS beautiful photos Cuchculan. Thanks for sharing.
I have been drinking more water lately