I'm serious. Every I am looking, people are being shitty, or people are being shitty to other people, and I can't stand it. Is there any actual point to this world? I keep telling myself, heck I tell other people, there are some nice people. But it doesn't seem like it. It really, fucking doesn;t.
And I just want out.
I tell someone what happened. I tell someone wht's going on. I get mocked for it. Because of course, it's nothing.
And I'm sick of it. Seriously. Seriously. Fucking sick of it. Why exactly should I stay in this place? My emotions are fucked. Everything just seems to be fucked. And the answer to that is always "so and so has it worse you can deal". and I can't deal. So explain to me exactly why I should stay here. What I ever did to you personally that made me deserve you being a complete [BEEP] to me repeatedly. Explain it to me. Because I can think of no justifiable reason.