Hello everyone. New here and i was looking for a place to discuss my anxiety over the recent passing of my grandmother. I loved her very much and the last one and a half month of her life she was living with me and my family.. So I was present the whole time she had problems.. She suffered from heart problems and she even suffered an acute pulmonary edema while in our house.. One night I heard her falling of her bed and I ran for help.. Then she deteriorated and had to be transferred to he hospital and 26 days later she died.. It was very sudden and the loss very big.. I thought I could handle it easily but now, 15 days after her death I constantly keep thinking that I will be sick (If i am not already sick) and something will happen to my family.. I pay attention to minor things (e.g Tingling sensations on my leg, a pain in my stomach or a headache) and i think i have MS, or cancer.. I cannot sleep easily because i usually jump of in the middle of the night.. I do not know what to do..