Got $50 as a birthday gift this morning
Not sure if this is really good in my book, but...four different people at work trying to make conversation with me in the last few days. One of them is a supervisor, and he came by several different times to chat about b.s. even though we were busy. One doesn't even work in the same location as me (she roams around the 2 million sq foot facility all day) but came by twice today just to chat, even though we were really busy. I talked, kept up my end of the conversations but what the fuck, leave me alone already.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
Despite waking up and having .01% desire to exist, getting told I had to drive someone around for work, and then driving back to work by myself like a completely aggressive asshole, tonight has been alright. Relaxed a bit, made some peanut satay sauce for the thai chicken spring rolls I made. I also managed to withhold myself from spending what's left on my credit card. Usually when I get really shitty feeling I just buy expensive things to (try to) fill the void of not existing to anybody.
Asked someone to be my (anti) valentine and she said yes! haha
I gave a man who was looking in ashtrays for cigarettes one of my lighters, i dunno why but it made me feel like I did a good deed. he looked so sad
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Despite the circumstances (my allergies are kicking my [BEEP] today for some reason, I got 2 hours of sleep last night and had class at 8:30, and I'm extremely dehydrated), I have gone to all my classes today without complaining or procrastinating, even though I feel pretty blah right now...
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
The book I put on hold at the library was finally made available.
I think I made someone smile, really big. (I know it's not much, but I guess it's the best I can do).
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
Got to play in the snow for the first time in a long time!
Woke up feeling slightly less sick than I did yesterday... :/
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
Had a decent sleep and woke up rested despite last night's panicky episode.