It's kind of complicated with me. Because I am split, different parts of me have friends.........some don't. The part that has always presented as strong and confident has friends IRL. That part is outgoing. The part that has SA doesn't have friends and will hide away, not reach out, and not say anything about herself(myself). Now that I'm taking on these parts, I guess I can be seen as "moody" now. One minute I feel outgoing and can relate to people, the next I want to run and hide. I'm hoping that when I eventually am integrated fully, that I will retain my ability to associate with friends in a healthy way and not get so anxious.