I'm struggling with depression. I don't feel safe in my own home and yard because of the damned rats. Hopefully the guy who comes tomorrow can get rid of them. I haven't been able to sleep. It makes the depression much worse when I don't get sleep. Even my cats are scared. I wish I could make them not scared. I wish I could feel safe again. I know I'll climb out of it all. But for now, I'm struggling.