My cousin molested me a few times and i dont have flashbacks or anything. Im glad for it, but I really cant remember it clearly, I know what happened, but its like I dont have the memory, like its just a story someone told me. Its the same with memories of my cutting or bulimia. Is that PTSD or just bad memory. Im sorry to be asking this, I know you guys have really bad flashbacks and this is a good thing.