I have one friend in Michigan and I'm going to go visit. I hate the TSA, I think they engage in disgusting security theatre that destroys freedom and only makes complete idiots feel safe, but [BEEP] it, I'm going.
I think I'll get a ticket for Sept 3rd, I'm going to just go. My friend and his wife know all about me and don't expect me to be entertaining, so that's good.
I don't want to sit here anymore and die, I'll definitely kill myself if I keep sitting here and dwelling on my shitty misery, so I'm going to swallow all the intense anxiety about this trip and just GO.
I don't know how it will be, but I'm doing it anyway.