My friends are generally quite social people and I think i'd be lying if I said that sometimes I'm not a little jealous of how easily they can just talk to people or go out on the weekend and make all these cool memories that everyone talks about being the 'highlights of my teen years'. And the thing is, they ask me out with them quite a lot and I really, honestly plan to go out with them, but almost always I end up making excuses in favour of sitting in my room, being sad about the fact that i have no plans.. I'm just starting to think that they'll stop eventually stop inviting me to things and they'll start to think that i'm only fun at school where i can crack the odd joke and occasionally run off if things are overwhelming... I feel really bad every time i cancel because the few times i have been out with them have been so fun, but most of the time I seem to just let my anxiety get the better of me?
So, my question is, do any of you guys do this and maybe, do you have a way of dealing with it? ~ thank you! *^-^*