Hello, I am here. Still very new to dealing with anxiety. I haven't been diagnosed or gone to a doctor to talk about it. My life is a constant go go go with work and just everything that life brings. My first anxiety attack happened last year about a month after my 8 year old nephew died. I had slept with a guy I barely knew through a mutual friend and started to have std related anxiety attacks. I got tested, everything was ok. But then I would have minor attacks for any other type of symptoms I would have and I always think something is wrong with me. Next week is the year anniversary of my nephews death and It's starting again. I slept with a new guy, but was smart about it and the same thing is happening again. But now I am seeing a new guy I really like, and I haven't slept with him yet, in fear that I might get bad again. And I am bad again. I don't know where else to go or who to talk to. I can't even have a relationship without having health anxiety. But I'm trying to stay strong.