I haven't felt super comfortable sharing this on here yet, but since I posted about it in my blog, I'll talk.
My ex is in the hospital for some pretty severe complications from taking ecstasy... This was a total shock to me, honestly, I would have never thought he was the kind of person who would resort to taking drugs. And I am naive and know nothing about drugs so this scares the hell out of me.
I went to see him in the hospital tonight and he wasn't even conscious
This is just on my mind a lot. I've been feeling pretty down because of it. I'm seriously worried and I don't want to lose him. He might be my ex but he's also my dear friend.
I just feel so shocked about it, I always assumed this stuff only happened in the movies
I know I'm a grown man and I sound like such a child saying this but I just didn't think drug overdoses were "real" things that happened in real life, to people we know.
I'm heartbroken and I'm hurting.