My credit card stopped working and I have no idea why. I don't know how to read my credit card information on the online banking site, but I don't see any reason for why my card would just stop working like this. The only thing is that I have kind of a large balance transfer pending onto the card to pay off the credit from the last month. But I don't know if that would do anything; the rules for the credit card are so long and hard to read.
I just feel terrible today overall too, I haven't gone outside once since I got home from work on Friday. I just want to be alone like always, and in the mornings I didn't have the will power to go to the gym so now its the middle of the day and I'm not going because I don't want to be around other people. The only other place I could go is the store but my credit card isn't working.
I can't get to work tomorrow if I can't fix it, and the bank is closed today so that means I'll have to come up with some excuse to my boss for why I'll be absent.
I think about my ex-gf a lot recently, and I thought that if I looked her up online and saw how she was doing I'd feel better, because then at least I'd stop thinking about hypothetical situations where we'd meet again. But I couldn't find anything on her... to be honest I forgot how to spell her last name too. I wish I could just see with my own eyes that she's dating someone new who actually has their life together so I could accept that there's no chance I'd ever be with her again.
I have things I want to work on and such but I just spend all day wishing my life was better than it was. I hate my situation, I wonder how long it will take me to fix my credit card, probably a lot longer than it should. I'm kind of embarrassed to talk to a bank employee tomorrow about it, because I have no clue if I've been doing something wrong with how I've been using my credit card up until now. Maybe they're going to look at me like a delinquent or something. I don't know what I did to deserve this.