Too much school work.
Too much school work.
Mentally burned out.. I don't see a way out anymore.
I think I slept for just 3 hours last night.
I cant wait to have my own place, its so awkward still living at home.
I can't wait until I'm dead then I wont have to worry so much about the future and the present. I feel like nothing is getting any better and seroquel is doing anything but making me sleepy.
I'm totally stir crazy at the moment. >_<
I have been so sick and its scaring me
...that I am back in the pattern of drinking too much caffeine to offset the Paxil and six hour a night sleep.
everything!!!!!!!!!!!
My arms, legs, and back and shoulders hurt. In fact, my whole body aches, and I don't know why?
I crash on Saturdays. I also took a two hour nap Sunday, so I do make up the sleep. The problem is that if I do not sleep in on a Saturday, then the next week is a mess. That is what happened before I took a day off last Monday. The week of October 8th, I had to be up at 5:45am instead of my usual 8:45am to 9:00am on two mornings.
I just got an email from one of my professors. I am flunking out of the class.
I just emailed my adviser, and asked him for help. I am meeting with him tomorrow, so hopefully I will get some clarification on what to do here.