So I ran out the new medication ( invega) now im worried about the withdrawal side effects.
So I ran out the new medication ( invega) now im worried about the withdrawal side effects.
I hate you back world!
Who would have imagined a few hours after posting this I would end up in hospital until the end of the month. 3 operations. Amazing how life works.
The Lovable Irish Rogue
I ended work two weeks ago. It was a mutual agreement between me and HR because I've been unwell. Hardly surprising this happened. I've been signed off sick every few months and I was signed off sick a week before. I wasnt likely to be well enough to return for a while. And so I agreed. I would hardly have stayed much longer as it was and the job was making me unwell.
Honestly, I dont know how I feel about that. Relieved? Embarrassed? Depressed? Its undeniable really that I feel better now that I'm under the large amount of stress that was just meaning I was being signed of sick every couple of months. Funny thing is, the company was great, and I would have stayed, if not for the actual work that was completely screwing over my mental health.
I've been told not to feel embarrassed about this by my GPs and my consultants, that this was the right decent. But honestly? I just feel embarrassed.
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I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
Having a terrible headache and too much shame from my last panic attack not too long ago.
I don't have any real future. Sucks.
*Fart noises*
Return visit to the hospital tomorrow. Camera down me. Picked a great day. My 50th birthday. Great way to spend the start of your birthday. The hospitals are coming out on strike the following day. Is a one day strike for now. Next week they have two days they will strike on. This will continue on until they get what they want. Which is more cash. Guess they are getting me before the strike begins. All hospital appointments will be cancelled on Wednesday. Along with a lot of other services. Sort of like a ghost crew only working. They will help people who are very sick. Is not about putting lives at risk. Is all worked out in advance. Who stays working and who strikes.
The Lovable Irish Rogue
I'm trapped here.
*Fart noises*
Unmotivated to do anything
never having enough money..
In a horrible relationship I feel I can?t get out of
I hate being a charity case. I'd rather have no friends than be someone's good deed for the month.
*Fart noises*
pain in my leg ( Im guessing its a pulled muscle?)