Depressed, lonely. The usual.
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Depressed, lonely. The usual.
Waiting for my flight at Brasilia Airport right now.. it's delayed and they've changed my gate 3 times, making me walk from one end of the airport to the other.. super annoying when I have a migraine and i'm carrying a heavy backpack...
hate myself
meeps
my beer belly
Monkey man
Some people's luck it's just f***ing ridiculous.
I know right xArthur Dent
life---><---me
If you call me a liar one more time I'm going to [BEEP] slap you so hard you'll have to go looking for your face across the ocean.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Feeling like [BEEP] again today.. low self esteem is a b*tch! One of my cousins who's my age dropped by tonight, impeccably dressed and looking gorgeous (even after a day of work) and being her fun, extroverted self and it just reminded me that my life sucks and probably always will because of my introvertness, depression and anxiety issues. I'll always lag behind my peers. This cousin and I went to high school together and later on took the same University course as well, and now she has a good high paying job and she's buying an appartment. I'm really happy for her, no jealousy there! She's always had a great/fun personality so everyone loves her, she's smart, beautiful and is always well dressed (not that it's important, but I wish I had good fashion sense too). I just wonder how different my life could have been if I didn't have all these psychological issues that have robbed me of a normal functioning life...
Schedules are going to change at my job I am very worried that I will not get a schedule that I want. Oh but the cute manager kind of flirted with me a little, and I figured out that he is a little older than I thought he was. Still....he is too young for me but at least I don't feel like a weirdo for liking him now.
Rude & Shouty
Think I'm getting sick again.
Need to work on standing up for myself instead of toning down my opinions and apologizing because I am afraid of offending people who have offended and disrespected me in the first place.
It doesn't bother me that one of the nurses at work doesn't like me, but she keeps complaining about petty things to other people about me. This is because I stood up to her about something she was doing wrong that I was involved in
life--->
my internet is being a bitch
Happy Sparkles and Coffee
one of my bird's passed away a few hours ago and im not handing it well.
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