I'm used to rejecting people who try to befriend me. Now, though, I got rejected and it's a pretty depressing experience. Especially as I almost never reach out to people.
I'm used to rejecting people who try to befriend me. Now, though, I got rejected and it's a pretty depressing experience. Especially as I almost never reach out to people.
I shouldnt have had that Pepsi... I'm getting a ridiculous anxiety attack. Doesn't help that I already been super anxious today.
sudden anxiety attacks *sigh*
I have to endure abuse. That's not fun.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Experiencing feelings of guilt again *sigh* Can't wait to see a psychologist already. Tried seeing one this past week but for whatever reason, there was no space for me... gotta wait til Wednesday to see one. I'm doing a bit better than earlier this past week, but still.. any feelings of guilt I experience tends to be so unbearable. I can't stop beating myself up for not doing this and that...tiny things... but I feel those tiny things would make a huge difference as well, so now I feel like I shot myself in the foot.
*sigh* this anxiety is so draining.
Now I just feel so freakin angry over a lot of things. I'm sure it's anxiety alone, not anger... or maybe the anxiety is causing anger. I'm anxious as [BEEP] because someone isn't getting back to my texts, but I see them posting online. It's like.. wow are you ignoring me or something? I feel like I did something wrong. Something tells me I did. Must have been something I said... or didn't say (mainly the latter).
I hate how I stress myself out so much... most everything is going relatively well in my life (in a way... sorta.. I guess.. I don't know anymore), and yet.. I always find something to stress out over like crazy. My anxiety is so damn high right now, I could feel it physically. I don't know what to do right nowI have homework to do, but now I can't focus at all. I just want to fuckin cry right now... fuck.
High anxiety for no apparent reason.
hum, I am just reading other people's comments now....I am too tired to complain
Brain won't shut up. Need cuddlesJoker
High anxiety for no apparent reason.
Living irl
Hungover, headache.
Diggin' My Potatoes
I'm trying not to think about having to start working soon and all of the extra stuff that goes along with it, but I'm having a hard time doing that and the anticipation is turning into negative thinking, anxiety, and depression. I feel like a wuss for having it bother me so much at all, everybody has to deal with this crap and the only reason I've been able to avoid it is because my mother is an enabler. Now after so long of doing nothing and having no experience dealing with this stuff I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed.
The only thing that seems to distract me from it is when I'm actively interacting with people I know. Any time I'm alone with my own thoughts it seems to drift back over to worry.
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
I keep dreaming about failing college
life---><---me
Been trying to treat myself better, but then a little (stupid) voice inside my head tells me I'm nothing but a failure.
shitty day. was hungover as shiiiiit
Hi
Still no response from this one person. I hate it when someone takes forever to text me back. Makes me feel like I did something wrong.
I feel old like I am dead
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