Anything bothering you right now?

[Chieve]

this kid i recommended for work. i got him a job, and now his work ethic is terrible. I could go on this huge rant but I'm not feeling it right now...

[Coffee]

please leave my head. i don't want you here anymore. get out. it's mine. take your words with you. all of the beautiful words that you spoke. while you're at it, maybe you could mail my heart back? it's the one that's stuck to the bottom of your hammer. i don't know whether i can fix it anymore, but it's worth a shot. if not, i'll just shoot it.

[L]

All I have is jeans - I don't want to wear jeans I - I also got an email that I am scared to read!

[kc1895]

I RSVP'd for a meetup, but didn't show up. I even promised my therapist i would go to a meetup once a week. I always keep my promises without letting anyone down. My energy level has been really low and i've been using it as an excuse.

[Anteros]

Still too much chaos...

I'm tired of it.

[Chocolate]

i kinda want to die

[Ont Mon]

i kinda want to die

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[RawrJessiRawr]

A wave of insecurities are hitting me atm :/ im feeling terrible about myself

[Prodigy]

Try to have a serious conversation and end up leaving. Explain to me how you were worth my time again? Yea, thought so. Dumb bitch.

[Anteros]

Too much crap making me sad lately.

[L]

Do I really have to face college today. God Dammit Im a freak

[anonymid]

This stupid cough won't go away.

[Antidote]

Sometimes I wonder if I have jaundice.

[CrysCringle]

I'm really anxious about telling my boyfriend about my older half-brother... again. I told him about my half-brother when we first met, but then I told him again when I added my half-brother on fb... but that time he said that I never told him about this guy before and I'm afraid that he thinks I'm a liar and that that guy isn't really my brother at all. =/ It's frustrating.

[IllusionOfHappiness]

Exhausted, as usual. And I'm sure sometime around 8 or 9pm I'll get my second wind and want to stay up all night again. This isn't healthy but at least I re-thought the energy drink idea. Yikes! It's tempting, I'm sure those little 5-hr things would to the trick, but I don't wanna get hooked.

I should have known this course wasn't going to pan out. At all. I'm just not there, not where I need to be to accomplish anything other than the bare minimum. It's frustrating. If I worked really, really hard maybe I could catch up. But I can't bring myself to work at all. I'm so angry with myself.