I barely ever talk to my real life friends. It's my online friends who seem to care more about what I post on Facebook, how I'm doing today, etc. How could I possibly invite anyone to my birthday party without boring the [BEEP] out of them?
I barely ever talk to my real life friends. It's my online friends who seem to care more about what I post on Facebook, how I'm doing today, etc. How could I possibly invite anyone to my birthday party without boring the [BEEP] out of them?
Telemarketers been blowing up my mobile phone a lot o_o
I need to find a way to deal with stress better b/c this freaking out and making myself sick isn't working anymore . I can't handle things anymore.
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” - Rumi
Yeah I've noticed that too! The worst thing is when you wake up and that person is literally the first thing on your mind. Or in your dreams. I just have to keep reminding myself that it's going to get better and eventually I'm going to wake up thinking about something else. Hang in there. Heartbreak sucks but the pain will lessen over time.
I still haven't got my book for my computer class in the mail yet and I need it so I can pass the class
Grrrrrrr! How many posts do I have to have until I'm able to edit? I keep making little typos here and there. I feel stupid just leaving them there for everyone to see.
Postity-post. Wasteful post to up my post count so I can edit sooner. :razz:
I feel more depressed today than I have in years need to get stronger meds from the doctor I really couldnt care less about being alive at the moment death would release me from my sadness
FOREVER FLOATING LIKE A SHADOW THROUGH THE DARKNESS
I'm frustrated at myself for being such a perfectionist! Like, today, I got my grade for my writing exam back and I got a freaking B. You would think, "Isn't that awesome?", but no... it's not... to me. I wanted a perfect score, lol. I mean, it's the first B that I earned, which made me feel even worse. I feel like a failure, but I know that I shouldn't because I got a B... not a C, D, or F.... a B. Why can't I just be happy with that? Ugh!
Two more assignments O_o I try not to freak out and just get on with it
life---> <---me
Cryscringle If got a B in an exam I would be delighted best result I ever had was a C.
FOREVER FLOATING LIKE A SHADOW THROUGH THE DARKNESS
I can't seem to get out of bed in the morning. It's been getting worse this year. I have no desire to get up, even though I have work very early. And I have no energy in the morning. I've been getting to work late every, trying so hard to change that