I wish I mattered more and had more to offer.
I wish I mattered more and had more to offer.
I am so far behind on an assignment and I just spend too much time researching something that I think is not real
life---><---me
The Awkward Conversationalist
Like a conspiracy theory, you mean? Or those "medical breakthrough articles" I find all the time online that turn out to be total quackery?lasair
Those things can be kind of scary.
Sorry if I was being nosy, I was just curious because I tend to research "not real" stuff quite often too. And generally find that the thing is, indeed, not real... but it still bothers the crap out of me and I worry nonetheless.
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
Family is back home.. and it's made me wish I had the house to myself even longer. I've already found them to be an annoyance, especially my brother.
killer of conversations
I don't want to stay awake much longer, but my mind started wandering and I feel like I need to get my head straight before I try to sleep.
Now, just how in the hell is that supposed to happen? Mood swings are so exhausting.
C'mon brain, we had an alright day. Not spectacular, but it wasn't a disaster either. What's with the sudden influx of negative thoughts?
I'm running out of ways to distract myself.
I keep poking and picking at the super glue that's holding my palm together. I know if I rip the glue off it'll go back to bleeding like crazy, but it's tempting.
Really thinking about and missing my gf a lot today. One of those days where ever song on the radio reminds me of her, or us, or something we were doing. God I miss her. It's never going to go away.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
Being in nomad mode, I've been doing my therapy sessions over Skype from whatever city I'm in. The little square in the corner that shows me, has been creating a ton of inner conflict for me.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Welcome back to my feeling of extreme lonely. If I had a nickle for every time I was reminded by someone that I'm a virgin and/or have only had a single girlfriend in my lifetime, I'd be rich.
The Awkward Conversationalist
I hear you on that one
Oh God, I'd be a millionaire... And if you added a nickel to that for every time someone reminded me I've never actually had a legitimate girlfriend...
Hmm, maybe I should start investing myself in that. I'm broke.
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
I'm so tired of feeling so despaired everyday. Will things ever be okay again?
Diggin' My Potatoes
I've been feeling that way as well.
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
Tired of my thoughts haunting me.
Hey,
No, I am doing research for a college assignment that requires me to do a teaching plan - I was looking up something in relation to educational levels and academic standards and what I was looking up I think just applies to my college and not all of them in Ireland so I couldn't find the information.
life--->
The Awkward Conversationalist
Ah, I see. Once again, sorry if I was nosy LOL. But that sounds like quite a frustrating situation too. Hope you find the information soon though!
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
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