Feeling depressed and lonely this morning...
Feeling depressed and lonely this morning...
This is pretty low on my complaint scale, but the girls I'm going out with today don't drink.
So ronery.
What a miserable Sunday. Back pain, [BEEP] pain (both from my bike ride), left palm still hurting, and a cut on my right middle finger from my pocket knife from playing with it too much. Missed a Skype call from my mom because my internet's been all wonky and now she's mad at me again because "I'm avoiding her".
Sigh.
And another hour spent in bed without being able to fall asleep. I've never really had much issue in terms of sleeping, but this past week has just been toss and turn and toss and turn...
Socially inept Koala
Everything
Just feel depressed. Everyone in my family is depressed.
Tired of everything, I have too much going on, way too many issues. I want to avoid and escape. If I had a fifth of Stoli here in my apartment right now I would drink the whole. fucking. bottle. Fast. In fact I think I just made my plans for tomorrow.
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
headache
I'm really tired of being jobless and homeless!!!! I wish the city who said they are hiring me would go faster. I want to get back to work. I want to find a home. I want to go get my cats and live with them again. I want to get my life back on track!!!
And..........I went to my past job's website and they changed the teen program to an old movie they have already seen at the library on a Sunday afternoon which means none of them will go and they don't even seem to have the programs that I already planned and organized! Are they just going to let the teen programming die? Grrrrr!
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
The woman upstairs that plays piano...it's gorgeous and I love hearing it most days. Today though, it's just kinda been bothering me and making me sad. Roommate has been going on dates every few days, keeps telling me I need to go on dates too and this and that. It's been three days since I've had a decent conversation with anybody outside of work.
I'm like the sun. Everything's going on around me, but if someone gets near to me they melt away.
GunnyHighway
The woman upstairs that plays piano...it's gorgeous and I love hearing it most days. Today though, it's just kinda been bothering me and making me sad. Roommate has been going on dates every few days, keeps telling me I need to go on dates too and this and that. It's been three days since I've had a decent conversation with anybody outside of work.
I'm like the sun. Everything's going on around me, but if someone gets near to me they melt away.
I know the feeling :/ I'm like the sun as well. Everyone tells me to go on a date too but I can't seem to get one. I was about to go on one with this guy until I found out he had a girlfriend he didn't want to tell me about. So yeah... Reckon I'll be forever alone or some shit.
I really thought that 11 hours of sleep would make me not want to wake up and think "damn I'm tired, more sleep it is then" but no. Still exhausted and wanting to crawl back into bed all day. y u do dis body.
Hi
Too much sleep is bad for you too
life---><---me
All I can really comment on that is try to look at it as a bullet dodged. My only relationship was 8 months of her having a boyfriend already...
We can be foreveralone buddies
Yeah. I can't seem to find a balance though!
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