My dog is getting old and I'm really worried about him
He's my best friend...
My dog is getting old and I'm really worried about him
He's my best friend...
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
The fact that I'll only be free from my family in death.
Death solves a lot of goddamn things. I wish it weren't so against human nature, and that I were braver.
super anxious about what happened tuesday... and also anxious about tomorrow. Something tells me things will be okay, but... gah, this anxiety is eating me up a bit today. It's not as bad as yday though.. but any bit of anxiety to me is unbearable.
Sick :#
Wish I had a more positive outlook. Not sure how to fix that, everything just seems so...shitty.
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
Didn't sleep well. Had trouble falling asleep. I kept waking up middle of the night.
With that said, I woke up feeling really bitchy. I still feel angry. Angry with everyone. Angry with myself, especially. I feel like... I might as well not talk to people AT ALL ever again, because no matter what I do, I somehow always manage to piss people off.. even over the littlest things. I don't feel good enough for anyone or anything. Sometimes I feel it's just me who expects me to be perfect, but as time goes by... a lot of times it seems like everyone else wants me to be perfect as well.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh people, you can't win with most people, they expect you to agree with them and kiss their feet....fuck that, [BEEP] people.
life---> <---me
Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what an awful feeling day
Feeling very anxious right now
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
Feeling physically and mentally sick, feeling like a freak and a failure as a person - I bet people are having a great laugh at how pathic I am, I dont feel good enough to have nice.people in my life and I just want to run away and be on my own.
life---> <---me
Everything has gone wrong.
Thinking about how much longer it'll be before I finally just give up completely.
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
I chock everything up to paranoia, but then I miss signs that things might actually be wrong. All because I can't trust my own judgement.
my head is about to explode